As i fell asleep all i felt was tears running down my cheeks.I just feel hurt I want to be left alone seriously. I want to be loved how I love. Is it wrong for someone to want to feel that feelings. I want to have a child that I can give my child the love i give people.I cant take it anymore I really cant. I want to have a hug be shown some love and affection. I want to be treated better because i deserve better. I know at times I ask for alot but this confuse smile isnt working anymore. I can only use up to a certain about of times and now it ran out i dont have it anymore to use it. I feel like a zombie right now and I notice i feel this way anytime i feel betrayed it seems like everything that bothers me all trigger me at once. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.I have been hurt to the max that my heart doesnt allow me to go insane anymore but i still have emotions.
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