Have you ever been Betrayed? like I dont know why I make it bother me so much because I have been betrayed so much in Life I should be used to it. It hurts me because I try and be nice and give to people but they take all you have and are not appreciative of what you do. I keep saying i am gonna change but to be honest i cant a pastor once told me i have a very good heart one of many. She told me i will go to heaven with a heart of Humanity. That is real true because I am a loving and caring individual. I am a person if I have my last dollar I would give it to someone that they can better themself no matter what my circumstances is. I am a person who bend over backwards for people and a common thank you or atleast show your appreciate it will mean the world to me. Like I notice people take my kindness for weakness i am learning how to cope with things like this. I feel often used many people use me for what i have and once they drain me out they move on stuff like that hurts and when I use my "Confused Smile". Many people sometimes are afraid to say when they are hurt or show emotions but I am a very emotional person I show my feelings sometimes.
*signing out*
Macintash
cool im the 1st one to comment so like I stated yesterday I really love this blog...i read it the 4th(was a lil tipsy day night!...and thinkin bout alot of stuff!) and im reading it again but anywayz I totally feel u 100% of what u r talkin about. Basically it sucks now and days to have an kind heart b/c ppl dont realize or care..includin ur friends ppl jus want want want..but never wanna give.
ReplyDeleteI have the same problem I cant say no to ppl!..if i have it i will offer it too u...but its NEVER the other way around!ppl n the world r greedy
And i dont think u should change! just cut them ppl out(of course its always easier said den done...but wen ur ready u will!) PPl who make u feel like this are usually Envious of u and unsatified with theirself....but den some dont kno any better because they never had anything or was never taught common courtesy...Some ppl just do not like seeing anyone else happy or doing good. Misery likes company. When you are down they have nothing nice to say, when you are doing good they still have nothing nice to say. You can not win for losing. No matter how hard you try you will never b good enough n their eyes. So try living for urself. Dont change who u r...brush dem feelings of betrayed off ur shoulders and keep it movin
lol im always writing paragraphs but i had to let all that out (and wen i say ur friends im talkin of every1s friends n general..no offense)
ReplyDeletelol hhehehhe ok i feel you i dont mind essays lol
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